I figure if I want to be myself, I gotta be honest with my self and others. I have a tendency of being too nice….I don’t wana be nice anymore, and when I try to be myself, I come out a bit too mean, but I do it on purpose, I dont know I just wana be my self, not mean or nice.
I notice sometimes I say something but then somebody disagrees and I end up changing my mind just to avoid disagreement. This makes it hard for me to have an opinion on things.
In the end of the day, I end up regretting some things, and trying to sugar coat my situations and circumstances I have but there are days when It all comes down on me and I just feel like crap. sigh..