all my attempts at receiving medical care have been denied, i can’t work with the panic attacks and therefore can’t get any money to pay for doctor care. i’ve even been denied by pro bono counselors and being admitted to an inpatient mental hospital. its not going to end. i give up
You should definitely not give up. I have severe anxiety, I don’t even have my license and I’m 20 years old. I’ve practiced driving a few times in parking lots and finally drove on the road a few days ago. I still doubt that I will be able to drive in downtown traffic, but NOTHING felt better than being behind the wheel of that car, no matter how scared I was. It was a vast improvement from not even being able to sit in the driver’s seat. I still don’t know how I’m going to get over my anxiety; I’m afraid of being by myself, of dying, I’m constantly paranoid that people don’t like me, but I’m still not giving up and neither should you. I’m not sure what options there are for you but there is ALWAYS something you can do. Just keep trying! I know it’s hard but you can do it!
