Here is a big drawback that hit me on the way… I was really ready to get a bit of help… I just needed a few good words, nothing else, just a few good words to keep me going during my internship abroad, so i called my friend …. who, unfortunaltey seems to have felt so bad and down himself that he couldnt (or just simply wouldnt?) help me. So i canceled my internship and came back home…seemed like a big slap in my face that made me step one step back, which is rather bad once you are standing at the edge of a slope