it felt that way for me beceause I didn’t know how to fit in besides being the random guy. I am no longer that guy because I was put in a situation where no body knew me and I was forced to make new circles. I learned that I had to be myself and forget about the people that in all honesty I thought of as friends but would let me get shot b4 taking a bullet for me. Thats how I started to tell my real friends from the others. my social circle is new friends that I have made. also I’m working on getting a girl and seeing how that goes. she’s a new friend so I can’t say how that will turn out. just be yourself, I know practically everyone and his mom is saying that these days but it’s true. some people would describe their lives as different as a combination of worlds. your school world, your home world, your work world, friend world, and so on. try combining those worlds and at the center should be the real you. try it.