None. I’ve completely like not even put any effort at all into this. I moved away from most of the people that come to mind when I think about this goal- that’s no excuse, I could still reach out- but that’s reality. In reality it was going to be a struggle doing this within the same city, the same house even. Now that I have the added constraint of distance, I fear that this goal will never truly be realized. Because I’m no longer right there seeing them everyday, the issue is sometimes far from my mind- almost always far from my mind… it sickens me- I’m glad it sickens me though. For far too long it has not sickened me at all- I have not been phased by it one bit. I think maybe it’s only on my mind right now because I’m gooing home on Saturday… I will be faced with those same people, same situation, stuck in the same rut. I dunno… this may be a bit too much for me right now; I can even process it- I’m finding real trouble thinking through this. I want to not…