I have been feeling really poorly for the last ten days. Sick, and tired, and a bit depressed. I thought it was because of november. I thought the night was falling much earlier this year than it used to do. I thought it was only a matter of waiting and things would get better.

I really didn’t see anything that could explain all this shit.

And then yesterday, while walking out of the shower, my back really hurt, and the pain wouldn’t leave. So I took an appointment with my ostheopathe. Here is the conversation we had :
- So, what’s happening to you ?
- Erm, nothing. I mean, I agree there must be something but I really don’t know what.
- Well, there is something indeed.
(and she started to manipulate me)
And then a voice in me shouted : “Oh course something happened, you stupid ! You saw F again !”

Oh. That was so obvious, and I so hadn’t seen it. I mean, I knew something was going wrong, I remembered having seen F again, but I just couldn’t see any link.

I’m really feeling better already. That woman is a magician.