Anybody who doesn't yet..
2 years ago
..know of Serenity please check out her threads, she’s the most amazing person I’ve come across in a long time!..
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~*Serenity*~ ... Smiles...
Love... I am so Honored by this.
You have no idea, how this has touched me.
Inspiration comes from you as well. Don’t you know that. The things you’ve gone through, the battles you’ve fought that you fight to this day.
You are a wealth of strength and out of that strength comes compassion and understanding. NOT the fake, empathy, but true honest love of others and the desire to see them at peace.
You have such an amazing spirit it is full of beautiful colours…
Just full.
You're so very welcome..
I put it out there for people to see because what you say is so true. There are so many of us that can take such a huge lesson from you if we just open our minds and hearts.
Also, sometimes I feel strong but then at other times I feel like I’m the weakest person I know. I constantly go back and forth in how I feel about myself. I’m finally going back to my psychologist tomorrow to she if knows what’s going on because I’ve really gone in a backward direction these past couple of weeks. It’s very hard at times, especially trying to deal with my BPD but I’m always trying.
To also add..
Thank you so much for your lovely comments, they made me feel so good just before I went to sleep last night (that why my replies are late, I was so tired). I love going to sleep feeling good inside.. :)
~*Serenity*~ ... Smiles...
Sweetie, I don't always feel strong.
As a matter of fact, I am going through a rather week feeling period. We all feel it. I’ve noticed that while climbing the mountain I never feel strong.
But with out the valleys the mountaintop is not quiet as beautiful.
Is BPD Borderline Personality Disorder or is it Bipolar Disorder. I am familiar with both of them.
I’ve read some of the things you’ve gone through, you do know that do come out of abuse willing to heal and see love in the world is a major accomplishment.
Keep climbing..
I’m sorry to hear your not feeling so well right now, you’ll get over that mountain.
When I say you’re strong I mean you have an overall strength for all that you’ve been through. It’s something I aspire to and hope for. Sometimes I give up on hope but its only for a short while so thats good. I do have an optimistic view of myself in the long run.
Also, BPD is Borderline Personality Disorder. It can be extremely hard to deal with at times as well as the Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder that I also have. My psychologist told me that my BPD is not hereditary but rather as a direct result from the abusive relationships and partly to do with my mothers family over the years (I choose not to call them my family anymore. I’m estranged from them now, long story).
In addition, I have most of the symptoms of BPD but I don’t have the symptom of seeing life or situations as black or white. I do see the gray areas more so than anything else.
~*Serenity*~ ... Smiles...
BPD is a difficult thing to live with
deal with. I can tell you. There is a way through it…
I’m sorry honey, I know it’s created from hard and horrific things happening to you when your a child.
It’s a scary place to be and PTSD is one of the most painful to endure. Those together are so difficult to live through. It’s hard to explain to someone how they affect you on a daily basis.
I’m proud of you for taking such affirmative action. For going and getting help for them.
I know things will get better baby, I’m just having one of those overwhelming days. Trying to see what I can have wait until tomorrow and do what I can today. Stop trying to be Super women. It does not look so good on me you know.
