that was absolutely challenging for me.
guess what?
yes, being with people for a long time in my private time.
i prefer silence. a chatterbox is the most impossible role for me.
being with people is nice and i do it normally but only for few hours at most.

this time, my friends and i went to a trip for attending our friends wedding.
left our town yesterdays night, got 2 hours drive in one car, had dinner and drink till almost morning.
i could happily have about 4 hours loneliness in my room at a hotel. just spent the time for sleeping.
we departed in the morning and attended the wedding ceremony and its party for about 5 hours.
i was almost mad already.
’ i dont wanna make laughs and have crazy chats! i do wanna be alone and feel ease!’
no, it was impossible.
after that we went to a sightseeing for a castle, buying souvenirs in a department store, got on a car for about 3 hours.
there i didnt talk so much. i couldnt. just smiling and expressing a feeling of ‘i agree’ when it was needed.

finally, im back.
now in my room.
released!!!!!