First off. I like your things. You seem like a person with a lot of depth and you seem fun. But here is my advice on what the hell you should do with the rest of your life. Find your passion or passions. Understand jobs or adventure’s you would like to do with whatever passion you have. Find your desires and go with it. If you have a gift of being an entrepreneur that’s perfect if not. Learn how to be an entrepreneur and fake it until you make it (that’s what I do!) You don’t have to have the rest of your life figured out. Take it step by step. Job by Job. Go where the wind blows you or your spirit takes you. Good luck in life.