I am still working at this god-forsaken place. I have been busting my ass to find another job but nothing has come up…nothing. Every day I walk into this negative energy and it just consumes me and keeps me in a negative state 24/7. I keep thinking that this is all happening for a reason but I just wish that reason would reveal itself already. It’s totally my fault I’m in this predicament b/c I have no savings and I’m in a shitload of debt so that part I know. I just can’t get anything going…am I depressed again? Maybe…