I feel for you Flash! I have been working to release a fear that one of my closest friends is going to get pregnant this year, and it would be great, but I feel like it is so hard to face the fact that I have not gotten what I wanted out of my current relationship, and I have invested over 5 years trying to be patient, trying to see my contribution to the problem, and trying and trying, and you know what, I still wasn’t able to “effect control over the situation” Silly, but there is a part of me that still feels that power struggle of wanting to have influence. Interesting topic actually, we do and don’t have influence over things in our lives, and my mind can take that to many places…... many things, if not all are out of my control, that seems to be the lesson gently offered up to me over and over again by the universe!

Any thoughts? You sound a bit more grounded and accepting of your partners not being ready, I would like to have more of that!