today my friend naomi was outside and i know that she goes over to elijahs house so i asked her did elijah ever talk about me and she said all he ever asks is why doesnt kelsey ever come outside anymore and she told me that he says that he misses me. but i find that hard to beleive because he never calls me so i dont know what. i love him so much. i hope that he still loves me too. i really do cry every day for him and i am always listening to music thyat reminds me of him. he is so cut i really miss him and want him here right now.