I do see the pictures of that apartment and i said to myself what a beautiful thing to live in there. But then all the negative thoughts about money, credit, responsabilities, untill finally the idea of moving is more a punishment, or better said, a gift that I dont deserve. I do want to move in there, I do think that choosing quality of life over an economic benefit is a smart idea. I hope to be in the right place and attract the right situations in order to be able to move there with Danny. It is being a while, almost a year since I stopped writting here. I am happy I am back. I hope we can move there. I pray to God tonight.! yay!