so to start off my husband told me that i have let myself go. i could not believe he said that. what hurt was that he felt that way, i felt like he was not attracted to me anymore…which i know deep down is not true, but still..what if! he doesnt like how i will go out in publice bumming it… why?! shouldnt he be proud that i am comfortable with looking like that. now i feel crappy about my self.
i need to get back into shape, eat better, dress better, do my make up always and dress up always….
i do not know how to do make up nicely, i do not know how to do my hair…. how am i suppose to learn this?!