So I finally went to see someone. I went to a walk in place, where they will counsel you up to 8 sessions for free w/o health insurance. It is only a counseler but it is a start. The woman I met with Satuday gave me a list of doctors and told me I should make an appt. with one and have zoloft prescribed to me. I did some research on the stuff and I think I should deff. give it a shot. She also said I need to continue the “talk therapy” as well. So we will se how this all goes.