aquamarie is dreaming of the sound of the ocean's waves

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Today my heart says:  — 4 months ago

To thine own self be true

My heart is filled with so much love today, so much hope for my future. I finally know everything is going to turn out alright.

Two years ago, my world was turned upside down. I went through a major depression. It’s been a long road. At one point I really didn’t want to be here anymore. If it weren’t for my daughters I wouldn’t be. They kept me going, fighting for another day.
Slowly, but surely things have come around, and even though I don’t know what the future holds, I can say that today, I am so thankful, happy and full of love again. I have felt more like my old self, than I have in so long…It’s a really good feeling.

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howyadoin wants a new job.

cheers!

that is great to hear hon!!! i am so happy you are feeling better :) if anyone deserves happiness, it’s you!

aquamarie is dreaming of the sound of the ocean's waves

Thank you

You just put the biggest smile on my face.

aquamarie is dreaming of the sound of the ocean's waves

Hey C

Getting ready to take the girls to the airport after awhile. Just wanted to wish you a peaceful and relaxing weekend with your honey. Should be back here right before the new year. Until then just wanted to give you a
(((((((big hug)))))))

howyadoin wants a new job.

same to you, dear!

i can’t wait to get this weekend started. i hope you get to go out and have a few drinks & listen to some live music. huge hugs to you!!!! mwah! i will be back on wed or so…. so, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! :)

aquamarie is dreaming of the sound of the ocean's waves

Happy New Year

to you too!!!! :D

Yay!

I like the old self…

aquamarie is dreaming of the sound of the ocean's waves

I’m just feeling a little better these days… well a lot better.
I don’t want to use the light at the end of the tunnel phrase because I know you’ll say, it could be the light of the freight train coming my way…lol

By the way, who is that in your avatar pic?

I wanted to be part of the hoodie movement!

It’s Theodore Kaczynski...

aquamarie is dreaming of the sound of the ocean's waves

Scarrry

I was going to say that he was creeping me out, but I didn’t know if it was you…lol

This Charming Man is going to Moscow!

I really hope...

...you’re feeling that kind of happiness these days today as you were back then!

aquamarie is dreaming of the sound of the ocean's waves

Thank you

Overall I am, but with added daily stresses, not quite the same as in that entry. I’m slowly working my way out of it. I posted a quote today that hit home. It said, “Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional”.
Some things happen that are out of our control, but to sit in unhappiness and not do something to change it is where I am. I have some decisions to make that I know will get me right where I need to be. I was too down for so long that I actually felt frozen with pain and fear. I was literally unable to move forward, so getting past that was a huge step, now I just have to make a few more steps, even baby steps, just something – because I want more than anything to just be happy, completely happy.

I appreciate your reply, thank you. :)

This Charming Man is going to Moscow!

Life is strange...

“Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional”.

What a super quote.

It is when we remain motionless that pain and fear really grips hold of us, as you said, If we keep moving , it doesn’t have a chance to stranglehold us!

I hope you find happiness soon!


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