Confrontation of some very hard and painful information about my life, has given me a chance to take a good hard look at where the problems in my life are coming from. I have become a very negative and closed person and do not like that about myself.

Having realised what is important to me in my life, one of my New Year’s resolutions is to become a more positive person and to put out good things into the universe in the hope that I can grow into the person I should be.

I am currently suffering from depression which I intend to get help with from my doctor, but I am hopeful that an attitude shift will help me heal.

Wish me luck. For the first time in a long time, I believe it can happen…