hi im 16 and my name is paul i have the same problems it started at a younger age i first experianced ‘death’ for what it was during a programme called ‘are you afraid of the dark’ at first i thought nothing of it but through the past years its grown and grown on me then my friend died and it struck me, i think about death at least 3 times a day i get like a chill down my spine, my stomahc turns cold and i feel like im gonna be sick, i cant breath properly and i just wunna cry, i try to tell some1 but im too embarrassed, i often think about death and have often wondered, when u die is there a heaven? are you reincarnated? or do u just imagine nothing for eternity and it’s those very thoughts that haunt me, i no my mother tells me im young but 11 years have already flew by, and death is apporaching at high speed and i dont no what to do!! if any1 can provide me with some sort of comfort pls email me at fewkes6@hotmail.com