you know who you want to be, you work toward it: you keep improving and improving, and you see how you improve and you are proud of yourself for being on the path to become who you want to be. even if you never see yourself as perfect, the experiences of falling down time after time but having the stregnth to get back up and keep trusting yourself means even more, maybe, than fully achieving your goal of discovering who you really are.

well that was …oddly deep