Depression
Its a terrible thing, Looking back now after a year it still shocks me what I was like during my period of depression, especially what I put the people I care most about through.
I was so wrapped up in how I was feeling I didn’t care about anyone else. They all tried to help in some way but but when you’re feeling so low you don’t want to listen and end put bitting peoples heads off. Looking back at it now I feel sorry most for my partner having to live with that 24/7, I can’t start to imagine how he felt, helpless I suppose, I mean how would anyone feel if your partner told you that she wanted to kill herself.