I have decided that I am going to do this on Valentines Day. See, I was friends with this guy since I was 3 years old, and we grew up together. I always loved him. We were going out for two and a half years. I moved really far away, but we stayed together and were strongly in love, even though we were young. I wanted to visit him the weekend before Valentine’s Day, but I couldn’t, and so settled on seeing him the weekend after. He died on Valentine’s day of from a car accident. I miss him more than anything. I wish I could go to his grave on the night that he died, and feel closer to him, but I still live too far away to go there. I added this goal to my 43 things a while back, and thought it would be a good time to do this. if I can’t leave flowers on his grave, than I think it would be a good idea to this instead.