I went to the store and bought a scale today. Over the past few weeks I’ve noticed my stomach’s been getting pudgier. When I got on the scale I wasn’t too happy, of course. At 191 lbs, I gained over ten pounds this past year. I feel dangerously close to the $2.00 zone…

I don’t now exactly how, but all I want to do is make that number go down. Literally? Honestly? I’m probably going to really have trouble eating right because all I want to do is STOP eating altogether so I can be thin like everyone else. I just want to drink water and run all day long until I can be thin. I just want to be THIN!!!! I feel fat and disgusting. I just want to be thin…