God has done so much for me in my life as a whole. I am so blessed I couldn’t even begin to list all the countless blessings that he has bestowed on me. I have grown into someone I actually love being and I know all this is due to him but a struggle I have always had is with doing things that are of the world and contray to God’s will. I have been able to give up some of these things but I still struggle daily with srattling the fence. Lately all signs have been pointing to completely surrendering… I’m scared… what kind of person am I getting ready to become and what kind of person will I be if I don’t?