this has proven to be harder than it seems. this week has not been terribly good or bad, but i just can’t seem to…well, fully enjoy what i have. its been raining all week, which can be enjoyable if i didn’t have to lug around all my school supplies through the wetness. people are all deathly busy (already!) and that includes myself. i had a conversation about this earlier but being 4th term doesn’t mean things get any easier. if anything the load is just starting to weigh something. i’m not going to use this opportunity to complain about everything that i’m currently not enjoying, but on the positive side i think i have everything i need to make this term work. i would also like to say i’m glad i have my family close by, friends that i can see at school and panera bread. all three keep me alive. hopefully this week shall be better!