The person I thought I could truly trust broke my heart. It took me so long to trust them and after all was said and done, it turned my world upside down. I have such a hard time trusting people. I have been let down time and time again. So I stopped trusting people, but does this make me emotionless? This wall I built up, so afraid someone is going to come along and break it down and just walk out of my life. I started to trust again, but that scared the heck out of me…and left me running in the opposite direction. I’m still broken hearted and feel like love just ends in heartache. My outlook on life has changed.
This trust issue has me doubting so many things, especially since I myself am like a vault, whatever is said to me in confidence remains in me and that’s it. I feel if you can’t have a relationship that consists of trust, then what is the point. I started thinking is it too much to ask for someone to keep your life to themselves?..and the answer I came up with was NO way, and if it is to hard then its another mistake to add to the books.