I was on myspace today and i was going to delete a couple of pictures and then i was like no. i may not be talking to the people like jessica anymore but i loved that photo and i loved that moment and i do not see myself realistically deleting a picture i love because of something dumb. then i started looking at other pictures to upload like the one of me and meg on the train, or the one with meg tara sasha and i and i just loved those moments. the one that really got me though was the one of me and ryan on new years. that moment was so amazing. i had just arrived and i ran in and my guys were all there. i felt such unity in that house between all of us.. between tara and meg, steve and meg, ryan and i, chris and i, supin and ryan just everyone partying there in ryans kitchen getting ready to ring in 2008.. i just really love moments that i can remember so vividly once i just see the pictures
i am so happy with my life.. at home. i can not wait to go back and be with everyone..