hundredwaters moving on, moving up~ spiraling into joy ~

not be upset if I don't have kids (read all 18 entries…)
thought I was doing good, and then 22 months ago

a picture of the sweetest newborn baby boy…...oh, he looked like a perfect cherub! those babies stir my hormones something terrible. I need some quick contact with teenagers to set me straight! asap.



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952 Is tired, and content.

Get yourself a Kitten...

And then, EVERY morning you wake up at 4:30 with sharp claws in your toes. It makes you think. The litter box does, too. If nothing, it’s a good excercise in patience and good practice at no sleep.

dananew is thinking a lot about the future

what ever happened?

I read a discussion you had going about a year ago. You were concerned about your fiance not wanting children. But you OBVIOUSLY do! Where are things now?

p.s. try not to worry so much about teenagers. you have plenty of time to prepare for that. remember, it’s the little tiny baby you have first.

hundredwaters moving on, moving up~ spiraling into joy ~

well.....

I’m now single. I broke up and moved out from his place last month. It took me sosoooo long to do that. I was stuck and grasping and not wanting to accept reality. Now, I am dealing with grief, sadness, and also feeling happy to be out of a stuck relationship. I’m a mixed bag right now. Trying to let things sort them selves out and give myself tlc in the meantime to mend.
I think right now my feelings of loss are bigger, so I don’t feel as upset about the whole kid issue, but it’s still there underneath everything else and will surely resurface!


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