I have been through relationship after relationship where guys have treat me bad. They always promise me the world and then act really selfishly in the end. i always become jelous of their freedom while i struggle with my problems. At the moment i am with a guy who i dont know if i should be with anymore, he always lets me down and just doesnt act like he cares. I love him and he gets annoyed when i try to talk to him about how i feel, he says i should believe him when he tells me he loves me but i dont feel the love so how can i believe it.
When things are good they are great but we have some mad arguements where we both say awful things to hurt each other.
He annoys me how he always wants to get stoned and how he is a different person when hes with his friends.
I just dont know what to do anymore i love him but sometimes it feels as if its just not worth it anymore.
Im also feeling really confused about where my life is going im doing a degree in counselling studies which does not result in me becoming a counsellor without taking a masters. Im unsure of which masters to do, im interested in art therapy but most courses need previous art qualifications!
If anyone has any advice it would be greatly appreciated!
thanks
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