I am feeling a bit panicky about this…I want to run screaming”what do you think you are doing????” but the truth of the matter is I have been “on hold” for so long that I think just the fact that I am doing things is freaking me out. This is a big undertaking but if it works out it will be amazing so it is best to just put one foot in front of the other and not think too much about what can go wrong.