I kind of freaked out the other day. I just started throwing things off my list in a kind of frantic way. I wanted those things off my list, for now anyway but I was feeling so pressured that I took it out on my list. What a weird place to freak out…at least I don’t have anyone to apologize to for being snappy with them. I like having extra space on my list right now because so many changes are coming. I needed to rework it anyway. That was last years list, I want it to feel like this is this years list.