You see i have been in love twice in my 23 years of life. First one was my high school sweet-heart and our relationship was really strong and we didn’t even realize that we were in love a little over a year after we started dating. It all lasted 3 yrs and half….and had to end for some complicated reasons…....

A year later I learned to live and enjoy life without my first ex and I know i will always love and respect him, but I am over him.

NOw…. when i didn’t even think i can fall in love again, I found myself in love with my best friend, who is also madly in love with me. BUT THERE IS A PROBLEM, he is in a LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP with someone he barely knows and has a kid with her….
HE takes care of his son and helps out more than what is expected of him and I really appriciate that!
BUT I find myself mad at myself for falling for the wrong person. Love happens to you before you know it so you don’t really know who you might end up falling for right? (at least thats how it is with me)

Anyways, since he isn’t even in love with her and all….I tried resisting him and trying to ignore my feelings but its is SO SO SO HARD! TRUST ME I TRIED!

Now…. two years later, his long distance girl wants to see if they could start over and try to get their relationship work, and he refuses because he says he’s in love with me …..

And when I heard that I couldn’t even sleep for a sec., so I broke it off because I don’t want to be that someone …..

I feel terriable, and I am just devestated!
He calls again and again, but I can’t reply cause I know i am not strong enough to resist him so I don’t even want to put myself in that position…

I just want to forget him!
Any ideas to make it easier?