My passion is field hockey. It’s what I do, it’s what I love. I’m CLEARLY the best on my team, but what does that mean about the rest of the world?... pretty much nothing. I understand your feelings exactly, but the point of the matter is… shouldn’t both of us just go out there with all we got? Let’s be confident that our ability can match up with everybody else’s after hardwork? sounds good to me. I understand your feelings of defeat, and I get the same way, but WE CAN DO IT. good luck!