maybe one day i will be able to do this…it is amazing…i am only twenty and yet i am stressing over money…and i am stressing over my future and the future of my family because of the money issue…i want to be able to pay my bills, care for my pets, remodel my house, and have a little extra to put in savings…

Here are the things that i WANT to be able to do with my money in the future…pay my bills (duh)...have a privacy fence (i would like to be able to put up the first section this coming summer)...go back to school (maybe maybe maybe i will be able to get more loans)...Remodel my house (including electricity, adding on, and fixing up what is there)...I guess adding on a sunroom is included in remodel house??...take care of my pets properly (including a better rat cage, getting my cats declawed, getting my dogs fixed, upgrading my aquarium conditions which i am working on etc etc)...Pay off student loans and credit cards (yet i am applying for more loans???)...and adopt three children (one from ethiopia and two from china)...

is it ever going to happen?...i do not even know if these things are possible…it will definitely help when my husband is able to find an employer who searches his ss# rather than his name…do people not realize that there is going to be more than one person with the same first and last name?...it will also help once i have gone back to school and get a career started…i love the job that i have and i am going to keep it but the second income would really help…and also my husband is wanting to go to college this coming fall as well…maybe i just need to be patient and try to save every dime that i can until we are both out of college and have degrees and careers…

or then again…maybe my goals are not reasonable or obtainable…?