I think I have only become more frusturated with this issue. THe problem is that it doesnt matter how bad you want something, there are limitations that you cant always get past. And then I get frusturated with feeling like I’m never going to get anywhere and then I miss out on what I could be doing and enjoying now. Even the simple things. Part of living my best life must be in finding joy in the every day things and even when things are awful and you just cant wait for the next stage of ife. If I keep waiting for the next stage, my life will go by and I will have missed it all.
this is more difficult than I thought.