So…

Every few days it’ll hit me.

That I’ll be graduating soon. Less than a hundred days.

And the whole world-that whole college network, whole life I’ve spent so much time adjusting to, it’s all…....moved on.

I’m not positive what I’ll be doing afterwards.
I don’t know exactly where I’ll be and whether I’ll see my friends and family.
I don’t know where I’ll live or if I’ll be able to pay the bills.
I don’t know if I’ll be effective at my work- heck, I don’t even know what my work will be for sure.

There are just so many questions.

I’m leaving the world of the familiar.
Even moving out of the home I grew up in.

I’m scared of the unfamiliar. I like to know what to expect. Like…. need?

I know it will all be fine once I’m acquainted with it

but right now…

there are just so many questions
so many blanks