Now that I have thrown in the towel and taken off the ring and am moving on…. wahat do I hear… he never stopped loving me but just stopped showing it. He was unhappy and thought I should be the one to make him happy and no matter what I did, he wasn’t happy but now he says he still loves me and even though I can’t trust him that he needs show me how he really feels…. I didn’t say that there was no chance so he is going to keep trying. next sentence What the hell. Now I’m suppose to back on that ride. I am glad that conversation took place over the phone so I kept my hands/fists off of him. I found out that when I am make to feel a certain way that I hit. Luckily I have no strength in my body to actually do any real damage but it makes me feel better. Have a better marriage… in my dreams… he said its all about taking baby steps to get us back. It was what I wanted and I do still love him like no other man I have ever know but right now I like my dishwasher better than him. It saves me time and work and is dependable and is there every day. Its warm at times and keeps the dishes very clean. I just don’t know. In a few weeks I will be loosing a huge financial burden and really won’t need him for anything anymore. Is he just a bad habit or is this marriage really worth saving??? The sex, I am afraid will never be as good with someone else, for me thats something to also take into account. I guess I don’t need to solve this today.