Why can’t I feel pretty? I just don’t understand why I have to hate the way I look so damn much and I don’t understand why no matter who tells me that I’m pretty, I just don’t buy it. I was 280, size 24 back in September of 2004 when I started my diet, I went on a diet to be more healthy and to help myself feel pretty. I’m now down to 200, size 16 and yet I still don’t feel pretty. Family, friends…. you can be anyone and I just don’t buy it whenever I am told.

I don’t think I’m pretty, I don’t feel pretty… I don’t get it. I just wish I could feel pretty….. I just wish I could look in the mirror and love what I see… I just wish…