twiggylove is enjoying being young and restless =]
im 17 and have spent half my life trying to gain weight. im about to turn 18 and absolutely hate the way i look. my friends are all curvy and “healthy” looking and get way more attention from guys. i recently noticed that this issue was something major when i lost my confidence and my self esteem and just started to stay home. i always tell myself that as long im happy, nothing else matters. well, IM NOT HAPPY. i’ve made so many food logs and exercise routines and just… lost track or gave up. i guess my problem is that im not hungry.. and when i think im hungry i get full really quickly. strangers usually accuse me of an eating disorder, because im veryy skinny (5’4 107 lbs) and look very uncomfortable in all situations. basically, i have to eat!! i dont want to look like an anorexic model, cuz i dont plan on modeling in my lifetime!!!!