I learned that I am very adaptable to the situation and the people around me. It is a good thing and a bad thing.

I know at the core of me, there is an intense and underlying optimism, faith and hope that my cynical and pessimistic side has kept hidden from me all these years and through the recent break up (he broke up with me) did I realize it.

I must be myself. I must quit being influenced by others and watching my dreams die because of it.

It is only when you follow your true path will you ever be happy with yourself. I am not totally happy. I am happy to realize how much of a support system I have though.