I got a written apology for the first time ever from “the abuser” today out of blue from a networking website. Is it going to change anything at all? She remembers me (surprise!) and she seems to have had guilty feelings about me.

Right now it all seems to be an endless twisting pathway and since there are no feelings maybe there is no point.

I mean they tell you to deal with traumas with forgive and forget (I just seem to have the forget part) But she’s a grown woman I don’t recognize and I don’t remember. I just don’t remember. I don’t want her in my life but… huh, I should probably keep talking to her and maybe she’s going to give me a clue somehow. What should I tell her? It’s my chance of a lifetime.