I am about a week behind on one part of this and I am feeling the pressure. So much of this is not in my hands and I am worried it is not going to work out. We will see… I have realized I hate being scolded. I particularly hate it when I am trying my hardest. I really have a bad knee jerk reaction to this kind of thing. I need to learn to keep going in spite of it instead of turning and going the other way.