scootiePuff is pursuing what she loves and is good at!
i think at this point in my life cultivating ‘self-discipline’ isn’t working for me. i’ve decided to switch over to the goal of cultivating focus, which feels more ‘right’ for me.
i believe it is the wording, and/or connotations. ‘self-discipline’ makes me think of some level of ‘force’ or ‘control’. i seem to be associating some element of negativity or aggression with these words, so that i’m feeling resistant and reluctant.
‘focus’ on the other hand, feels more ‘zen-like’, calm, relatively gentle in comparison. seeking out ‘focus’ feels inviting, motivating and inspiring right now.
