Don't be controlled by guilt and don't let anyone use guilt against me. (read all 2 entries…)
dear 43ers... 21 months ago

this is not going as well as i hoped. Not only am i still ‘guilting’ myself into things, im still letting other people do it too. It’s breaking my heart to not be able to accomplish this, im starting to feel completely lost as well. Im also beginning to realise how lost i am at the moment, im stuck in the pre-requisits people have set for me, so much so, that i’m no longer sure of who i am? I can’t live up to the expectations of myself, but i can for others?
...Please help me get back on my own two feet.



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masterbjohnson is deprived of sunlight. need to eat mushrooms

be free

ah, but to be helped you must first trust someone.

you must let all your energies flow like the river.

forgive

for the ultimate goal of all this will be your own salvation

masterbjohnson is deprived of sunlight. need to eat mushrooms

a story

A girl falls down a hole and she can;t get out. its very deep and dark and she needs help to get out.

a doctor walks past and the girl says, “help doctor, i’m stuck in this hole and i can’t get out”. so the doctor writes a prescription, throws it down the hole and walks away.

a minister walks past and the girl says, “help minister, i’m stuck in this hole and i can’t get out”. so the minister writes a prayer, throws it down the hole and walks away.

Third an old friend walks past and the girl yells out the same thing, so the friend jumps in the hole. The girl says, “what are you crazy now were both stuck in the hole!”. The friend replies, “yes, but i have been down here before and i know the way out”.

I guess the whole point of this story is that you dont have to do these things alone, and if you have a friend who would jump in the hole to save you, then you can probably trust them to lead you out. This is especially true when that friend has done that very thing before.

i hope that helps, but i suppose its about time you yelled at me and blocked me again.

you know if your really desperate, you know you can always trust me, well i dont see why not anyway…


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