It’s comforting to know that there are so many people out there who have this phobia. It is helpful to read entries and experiences others of had and know that I’m not alone. I’m going to start CBT in a month and I’m really hoping that with this I’ll be successful in getting over this phobia. It takes such a toll. It has far to big a presence in my life and I would really like to move on. I can’t wait to feel how different my life will be when I no longer have the fear clinging to me.