I know that I am beautiful, but I also know that I will be more satisfied with my appearance if I was 20 pounds lighter. Ive always had this vision of how I would look and dress, and for the most part this vision is my reality..but after a month long trip to greece, I put on some wieght and have been trying to get rid of it because honestly, its not cute

Losing this weight will also give me boost of confidence and sense of compeltion… I just want to be able to wear a bikini without feeling self conscious or walk into a store and buy anything that i want

There is always room for improvement in myself and life, and I will spend my whole life trying to better myself spiritually, physically, and mentally… but losing this weight should not have to take that long ;-)

Starting Weight- 187lbs
Goal Weight- 170lbs
Ultimate Goal Weight- 167lbs

I want and have been going to the gym 3-4 times a week (45 minute cardio and 20 min weight training)

be more cautious of what i am putting in my body