i’ve seen a few different people for essentially the same problems and the last thing i want to do is go back through all the same crap i’ve been dealing with that still looms over me. i just want it to be done, over with, put away, etc, etc. i’d like to think that i could tackle it myself, but i don’t know if that’s possible. i gotta figure something out, but i think it needs to be something other than these two options.