Moon Goddess,

I need to pray for my husband. I have been holding a resentment because I really want things to be “fair” between us. I started a conversation last night that I knew in my heart of hearts would turn into a fight. I should have prayed about it and talked to my sponsor, but I didn’t. I brought it up thinking if I only acted a certain way that he wouldn’t get mad. But, he did. In the process he used ape defensive behavior that I have allowed myself to be resentful over. Had I not started that conversation and had I not thought that I could control him, that would not have happened.

First of all, Goddess, thank you for the charms. Second, thank you for always being there for me. Third, let Jole know that I do care about his job. But Goddess, allow me to be aware that his choices are his, and they are not my responsibility and they are not my fault. I have allowed myself to feel guilty when Jole stays home all day after going to my doctor’s appointments. I didn’t make him do that. I also didn’t make him sick. Goddess, let him know that of course I appreciate him. And help me to know what is and is not my responsibility.

I also need to turn over Jole’s job hunt to you. I of course would like him to be emlployed in the very best spot that would fulfill him and make him happy with really great insurance, but I can’t make that happen. Help Jole to be in touch with his higher power, if that is your will, and help him to get what is best and what he needs. I want him to be cared for and happy. I can’t make that happen, but I love him and I want him to be happy. Most of all, just tell him that I appreciate him.

Okay, that’s it for now.

So mote it be.