I’ve never been able to forgive myself; I remember mistakes I’ve made – small and big – and continue to dwell on them even when they have been forgotten by everyone else.

I used to be good at forgiving others. If someone apologized to me, I was able to let the anger go and move on. I can’t do that anymore. I hold onto resentment and hurt until it overtakes all aspects of my life.

I guess forgiveness is something I have to relearn.