ok, sooo i’m 21, and i basically have zero self-esteem or self-confidence. not exactly something i like saying about myself, but it’s true. I always feel socially awkward, ugly, and inferior. my friends all tell me i’m being ridiculous, but all i do is scrutinize all the things wrong with me. i hate my face, my smile, how serious i can be, the fact that i don’t read as much as i used to. i am always comparing myself to everyone else, i know it’s like the worst thing in the world to do, but i can’t help it. it’s just become a habit now. i just don’t know what to do and need to find something before things get worse.
I wish i could just wake up and not care