Well i went to put on my pants this morning and I have a little belly roll.. (i’m not fat) regardless something I’m not use to ! I have been super thin my hole life. and with combo birth control, thyroid and lack of motivation to get my butt of the couch. i have gained 30 lb from last year! i weigh as much as i did in high school. still I’m not saying I’m fat but i don’t have enough money to go by new clothes all thought that might be nice! I just got these!!!
so i think i found a tad bit of motivation that and Frank and I were talking about when we marry how we both want to look our best! So Here’s to a new lifestyle attempt 101 :)
Motivation:

• To look super on my wedding day (at least 2 years from now)
• to be healthy so if i have kids I won’t have to make the change then…
• To fit in my clothing
• To eat healthier so I can feel better overall health wise!

okay i got to be honest I stopped smoking what aug 06 and sort of started back up again! so I’m going to read my habit book again and work on stopping again! honestly i do think i can put it down again simply but i guess i need more bad habits so i can help install the good ones! EXCUSES ERRR I’m good at them!

so even tho i have cheated for the past month i need to get back on track!

I will start posting more regular on this post.. Next post are the goals and the reformatting of what i need to get done!
I will use this as my journal (and I’ll try to remember to use spell check)